the wrong one

after all this time after everything or because of everything i just can’t believe i am the kind of person who deserves to be loved whenever i see someone i would like to call my own i worry they will find their true love before i can convince them to love me i worry they…

out of my head

i’m so sick of me i’m so tired of always being in my head i want out not to be someone else just not to be me for a little while or ever… but i’m so rooted rooted in who i am celebrating my shortcomings & downfalls crawling about the labyrinths of my mind cackling…

worst

you can’t hurt me i will hurt myself first i will hurt myself worst you can’t degrade me i will push myself into the mud i will mock myself i will revel in my own pain you can’t destroy me that is what i do best.   © quixotic mama 2018 find more of my…